is there more?
11:23 PM - Friday, October 24
oh motherchucker! you're such a hottie~~~
ok, let me rant here!
ISSUE #1:
FRIEND
1. a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.
2. a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter.
3. a person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile.
4.a member of the same nation, party, etc.
do you believe in TRUE friend?
coz like what peyton said in OTH, "people always leave..."
ya, that sucks. if i may add, "when they don't leave, they'll just simply backstab you."
:)
it's not happening to me. but friends DO come & go.
ISSUE #2:
Why are there a bunch of genius + nothing-better-to-do people exist in this world?? invented / discovered a WHOLE BUNCH of FRIGGING CRAZY COMPLICATED SO-NOT- IMPORTANT THEORIESSSSSS and FORMULAAAAAAAASSSSSS...
i'm so fucked up about these people right now. (forever perhaps)
there's TOO MANY theories and FORMULAS!!!!!!
please, don't invent some more.
ISSUE #3:
Every PBF & CF class, in the last 30 minutes, right before the class ended, I ALWAYS can not concentrate. I don't know why. the feeling of "i don't belong here" always strike me. over n over again.
however, i'll struggle to do my best for my bachelor year. Probably, i'll take a diploma in music while I work. that'll be fun rite? :) just thinking about it makes me happy. (try thinking DRAWING GRAPHS, MEMORIZING STUPID THEORIES which obviously doesn't exist in the real world & WRITING DOWN ALL CRAZY FORMULAS on a piece of paper, what will that gives you?) i'll probably puke to death.
hey guys, i don't just complain. i struggle ok?
I freak out about the whole Uni life but I'LL TRY MY BEST TO SWALLOW ALL THOSE SHITS, graduate with flying colors, have a great job in the future & live happily ever after. at the end, it's skills that matters. those shits are just extras. extra thorns that you have to swallow. they don't test you on those crap, do they?
ISSUE #4:
Currently, life just suck.
i'm not in the mood of having fun, at all. neither studying nor socializing.
YAY TO EMO!!!!!
Labels: emo, issues, siggy
i don't wanna be forgotten
11:47 PM - Monday, October 6
yep, the title says it all.
i'm pretty emo at times & that's not who i am.
you know what? i only have 1 sentence to say today:
i have had enough fun, i have to contentrate on my studies.
that's why i'm here, right?
to study.
PS: i'm starting to hate this blogskin.Labels: emo
not again
3:31 AM - Monday, August 4
i've been trying to put myself to sleep for the last 30 minutes.
my eyes are closed but my mind doesn't seem to be shutting down anytime soon.
should i stay awake?
it's dark and cold. silence. best moment to do all the thinking, not emo-ing.
it's 3.36 AM. my eyes are open wide. my fingers are still glued to the keyboard.
too much hope, too much disappointment and yet, it happened over and over again.
wrong guy, wrong time, wrong place
oil and water can never be together...
that's the way it has to be
i must not fall for you
Labels: emo, love
