image is purely done by me. learnt those stuff in my photoshop short course :) cool huh? inspired by the song - L.O.V.E to all strangers, if you like it, just download it from blogskins.com and use it! :D
I have flash class tonight... so, i gotta go. must teach my bro also, HE is in the middle of IGCSE o level rite now and, he needs my help!
oya, just checked the aviva open Singapore 2008 ticket price yesterday and... the season ticket is UBER CHEAP. luckily i AM a student so... the price will be S$12! hohoho :) (i dunno if i have to make advance booking~~~) i think i'm gonna buy the season ticket and ...i got something to share:
DO YOU KNOW?
1. Badminton is the second most popular sport in the world, after soccer. 2. Badminton is the fastest racket sport with recorded shuttle speeds clocking in excess of 200 mph - the same speed as Eurostar. 3. Badminton was first introduced as an Olympic Sport in the 1992 at the Olympic Games in Barcelona, at which more than 1.1 billion people tuned in to watch the competition on television. 4. During an average top-level match ten shuttles are used with players hitting it roughly 400 times each. It's a tiring business – a badminton player can cover more than 2 km in just one match. 5. The best shuttlecocks are (apparently) made from 16 feathers from the left wing of a goose.
I'm now in my mom's office. talking online with some friends. bored, as usual. i wanna finish my 24. :)
this is how my skin should looks on ur comp... but i think it won't works in resolution 1024x768 coz... it would be a MESS. another skin... oh my... can't help myself :p i'll try to edit it again later. i wanna watch 24! :D
oya people, use the comment link ok? i'm waiting for your comments! :P
This few weeks, i've been sleeping at 1.30-2 AM. EVERYDAY. 2 days ago i slept at 2.30 and last night this morning i slept at 1.30 AGAIN?! I'm damn sleepy every single day and yet, i can't sleep early (before 1 AM) i will have that 'should-i-go-to-bed" feeling after 1 AM. is this what you call insomnia? :S i really wanna sleep early. grrr!
not everybody can enjoy today's sunset or even tomorrow's coz may be the one you see now, is their last sunset...
went shopping today and I bought LOTS of things for myself :) really happy. :D
*** Just now, my mom's friend called... this auntie is a friend of Brian's family (my friend who passed away) and she told my mom how he got the cancer and the process that he'd went through. I can't share the story here coz it's just too tragic. I goosebump-ed listening to the story. i feel really sad. He must be in so much pain in the past 2/3 months. May God bless him alwaes. I can't imagine if i was in his parents' position or even in his little sister's position. I wish him happy, wherever he is.
PS: Happy birthday Bella Belicia! all the best to you! :D
received a SMS from my primary skul friend an hour ago... she told me that my other primary school friend just passed away last Friday. He got brain cancer :( so tragic, isn't it? He was only my age... 18 years old!
I still can remember his face until now although i've never seen him in more than 5 years. we never know how long more our lives can (could?) be... I just wish he is happy rite now, wherever he is. Goodbye Brian Forby...
of course it's a blufffffff :D i created this 'fantasy' movie :p
anywaes, I had my 6th photoshop class today and that movie poster is THE ASSIGNMENT! 2 more meetings and it's over~ wow. double class tmrw, flash + photoshop. it's really tiring can?! but anywae I learnt a lot during these short courses, i like it :D i have started watching 24 yesterday and I think it'll be ADDICTIVE. i gotta go, watch watch watch!
i MC-ed him and he C-ed me back, ONCE. what is that suppose to mean?
the movie is FUNNY and i tell you what... it's not LAME, AT ALL!!!! i like itttttttttttttt it's not like American pie or... Scary movie which I think, the jokes are NOT FUNNY AT ALL! but this one is very funny and I enjoy watching it :) the duration of the movie is just nice and the flow is great! I recommend this movie to you all!!! :D
Anywae, on 18th May... it was Karina's farewell... She's going to KL to study and that makes me happy! coz she's nearer to me now :D huahaha met up with the people-from-the-good-old-days and has a small farewell party :)
@ Kar's house we alwaes do crazy things when we were together :D
She's in Malaysia now and... her school starts today! I never see her online until now... may be she's still busy with her new room, new environment and her new place to live :) hope she likes it there!
alrighty, i'm gonna sign off now coz i wanna watch GOSSIP GIRL FINALE! oya, Happy Vesak Day to all Buddhist andd... happy memperingati 100 tahun Kebangkitan nasional! hope Indonesia will become a better country, a better place to live! :)
one last thing, VISIT my very own fan-site nope! not my fan-site! it's aji idol (indonesian idol) http://www.ajilicious.ning.com yeah, I created it!!! :D
Just wanna tell you dear diary (and readers) that... Indo uber team lost to China 0-3 :( but it was a great effort though. i really like the double games :) Vita Marissa and Liliana Natsir were great!
In conclusion = INDONESIA WINS NOTHING!!!!! grrrrrr
so damn bored lah. slept at 3 AM yesterday. I felt super duper sleepy rite now. not going to uber cup finals :( dad is still in Banjarmasin and only reach jakarta at 6.30pm meanwhile, the game starts at 6 :( NO VIP seat for me if i go there. the only way i can do is to call tante Lan and go with her. but nope, i'm too lazy to go.
i wanna rant: went for facial yesterday and now my face looks like BOILED and it HURTS!!!!!!!!! >.< and yeah, this is my first and only facial where the people put on the mask ON MY LIPS and stick the cutton (which covers my eyes) to the mask . that left me with my NOSE to breath. wth?! my mouth??!! When the mask was on, someone called me and my phone keep vibrating in my hand. I was like... OH MY! i can't even see WHO CALLED and eventually i can not TALK coz of the stupid mask. ~~~ and now... my mom is complaining coz my face isn't looking much better. but worst ever. all the pimples are popping out. DAMN IT. hope it's not because of the steam that makes me can't breathe and mask that covers my eyes n mouth. >:( hope my face looks BETTER soooooooon
i have FLASH class tonight and that makes me CAN NOT WATCH THOMAS CUP SEMIFINAL LIVEEEE! damn it :(
my flash class = 6-9 PM thomas cup = 6- end PM
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! shieeeet
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Luckily i never go and watch the semifinal between Indo and Korea coz
INDO LOST 0-3 to KOREA! OH MY GOD!!!!!! it's first time in history that Korea ever beat Indo 3-0 !!!! nuts rite? and Uber team, which NEVER expected to be in the final round, is now going to the finals! @$%(&!@#(&$@)*%(~)#)_+++$%_@*#($@&!( such a BIG disappointment for indo thomas team NOT going to the finals!
anywaes, about the STUPID CRUSH... :( i will try to stay where I am now. I don't wanna fall in deeper hole, without him. LOL. funny phrase. it's gonna hurt so much if HE has feelings for someone else~ GRRR only thinking about the possible me-n-kk scenarios gives me goosebumps. i still keep asking myself, is it really possible? this is why i call it S-T-U-P-I-D!
we actually sang INDONESIA's national anthem!!! and it's not even final round... -.-"
reached Istora Senayan at 5.50 PM while the match begin at 6 PM. AGAIN, i entered the VIP area without any tickets required. too easy to get in man :) Today's match is INDONESIA versus GERMANY and here are the results:
Maria Kristin VS Huaiwen Xu
another strong Chinese player, playing for other country. Indonesia lost to Germany in the first single... 0-1 for indo
NEXT: Adriyanti Firdasari VS Julianne Schenk
Indo wins easily with 2 straight sets :) it's really cool to watch it live! it's now 1-1 and they are playing the doubles...
Jo Novita & Greysia Pollii VS Birgit Overzier & Kathrin Piotrowski
Obviously, the indonesian double wins coz... they are in different level!! I love the double game so much. it was very exciting. Indonesia pair is SO COOL!!!!!
and Lastly...
Pia Zebadiah VS Karin Schnaase
Pia won and scored a point for Indonesia. She even made the Germany player do SPLITS!!!! huahahaha 3-1 and INDONESIA UBER TEAM IS GOING TO THE FINALLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!! against China O.0!!!
After 14 freaking years, INDONESIA UBER TEAM can reach the FINAL round... oh-my-god! I can't believe it!!! it has been that long since they enter the final stage?!!!! tsktsk well, congrats girls!!! do your best for Indonesiaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!
I'm going to watch the FINALS!!!!!! and i think it's gonna be freaking crowded in the stadium and more exciting things happened!
okay then, ta-ta for now. I have lots of things to do tmrw~~~
i'm having photoshop class rite now its damn frigging boring. so bored... so sleepy... so cold... so NOT IN THE MOOD. luckily they have internet connection here! :) I still have ONE AND A HALF frigging hour to go... BORING!!!!! the teacher's voice is making me sleep. he can't teach very clear -.-' AND HE ALWAYS COME LATE!!!!! (it has been 4 times) fuck. waste my money.
anywae, I'm going to watch the uber semifinal later~~~ can't wait for this class to end!!!!!!!!!!!
Today's uber and thomas cup started at 1pm - ENd... reached there around 3pm and only 1 match left --- German VS Denmark girls Indonesia uber team has won 3-0 against HongKong and that let them move on to the SEMIFINAL! COOOOOLLLL :D (it's tmrw!)
this is the crowd... BEFORE the game starts... (around 4.30 pm?) it's getting hot and hot...
WATCH THE MADNESSSSSS!!!!
it's really different watching LIVE and watching it on TV. the excitement, the nervous-ness and EVERYTHING!!!! it's just BETTER watching it LIVE :)
went there with my dad and his assitant (not in the pic) this is ci Selvi... She is the Indonesia thomas team COACH's wife :) she accompanied me watching the games :D
You know what... the tickets that i have is for 'public' which means... NOT SPECIAL at all and BECAUSE my dad is the indonesia team motivator, he had this tag which allows him to sit in the VIP area. So... I tried go in the VIP area by following him. and I can get in there SUPER EASILY!!!!!! they never check or ANYTHING. how dumb?! so lucky lah me :)
Sat at the VIP area for around 1 or 2 hours? there are more and more people coming to the stadium and then... i saw Chandra Wijaya's mom passed by... so i called her! She saw me and then... SHE BROUGHT ME TO THE PLAYERS AREAAAAAAA!!!! huahahahahaha... I enjoyed the whole games watching it in the players' bench!!! :) (i didn't even use my TICKET!) unbelievableeeee~
find me!
So... we're going to watchhhhhhhhhhhh.... in court 2...
I was sitting with all the indonesian players and on my right is Netherland team and all of a sudden, all China players walked and sat between the Indo Team and Netherland team. After 30 mins or something theeen... ci selvi told me something and finally i realize that . . . . . . LIN DAN WAS SITTING 2 METERS AWAY FROM MEEEEEEE... what theeee?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he is like #1 Men Single Badminton Player noww... I didn't have a chance to take a pic with him... it's so crowded and so hard to approach him at that time... GAH.
They were supporting the girls who are playing in court 1 (beside INA vs ENG court) Unfortunately, Lin Dan's GF who played in first single against Netherland LOST. a super shocking news isn't it? But in the end, China still wins 3-2 against Netherland. They are going to play tmrw at semifinal round against Korea and the other team playing in semifinal is Indonesia vs Germany. The winner of each match will move on to the FINAL - 17 MAY 08 i'm so gonna watch it.... :)Ko Hendrawan (the coach) was sitting beside his wife (ci selvi) and called Indo first single, Sony Dwi Kuncoro to sit beside him which is only 3 seats away from me. :D He just won the first single that time. Never took pic with him.. After that... the double wins and Indo only need 1 more score to win the quarterfinal round and move on to Semifinal. The 2nd single from indo is Taufik Hidayat and of course... he wins
LOOK AT HOW MANY CAMERAS WAITING FOR HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! his father in law is a minister of blablabla... i dunno laaah. AGUM GUMELAR is the name.
Finally, indo won 3-0 from England :) it was a very fun and exciting experience to watch Thomas and uber cup LIVEEE :D it's only held once in 2 years and it's not guaranteed that i can watch it in year of 2010 LIVE rite? or even sit in the PLAYERS AREA??!!!!
that was just greaaaaaaaat :)
GO INDONESIAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!
there's a BIG difference in our status and it's gonna be hard. I just knew it when you were being xxxxxxxx over and over again :( deep inside i want you but this hand is just not long enough to reach you. There's too may stuff i don't know and so do you. Is this still a stupid crush? or something greater than that? I dunno. I mustn't think too much only time will tell.
okay... i just watched... MISS INDONESIA 2008, gossip girl episode 17 and Survivor Micronesia season finale... and honestly...
I was blown away by ozzy's words to amanda (survivor S16) HE IS TOO SWEEEEEEET!!!!!!!!! watch min 2:55 :) :) gaaaaaaah!!! best season everrrr really! although i loveeeed season 15 but this one is just GREAT!
Gossip girl - i hope there are more BLAIR-CHUCK scenes :D
Okay, enough of tv shows review from me.~ I am still thinking of KK. I wonder if he ever spend 1 second of his life thinking abt me. (well, who knows?) :p I guess he is just too busy. This past few days, i'm having lots of wild imaginations and weird dreams... Am i thinking too much? I guess there's still a string of hope here. Just wait. We'll see :)
this is why i LOCKED my blog once again... to all my friends who read this... if i wrote something to do with 'love' or 'crush', I make myself in DANGER! you know why??? coz... my dad's SECRETARY is reading my blog every single day and... she can reports anything to my dad/mom. EVEN about my crazy auntie in pandan valley (where i used so many f-words and b-word) SHE TOLD MY MOM ABT IT!!!!!!! that's why i feel a bit uneasy to blog abt crush and love / even mention NAMES! :x i dunno if she just love talking to my mom abt me or... just want to know what's happening to me. GAH! I don't like laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
ANYWAE, i need to talk abt this desperately, (since i locked my blog)... I WANT TO TALK TO KK rite nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww why he didn't even reply my msg just now... may be he need to rest but... i just need NO SURPRISES. i just hope he belongs to... NO ONE! I want him to be single... (hahaha.. of course!) I dunno if this feeling gonna last long or it's just a STUPID temporary crush :p just let all the butterflies play around in my stomach. HAHAHA yea... i think i had a crush on him. :( :) At this point it's still easy to get over the feeling IF i know he really has a GIRLFRIEND. I wanna see him and his gf in real! in front of me, then... i can believe and forget abt the crush. For now, i just enjoy the moments watching him and msg-ing him once in a while. HUAHAHAHAHHAHAHA enough! i feel really weird talking abt this here. :p
well, good luck to him for tmrw.
[DONT THINK TOO MUCH VIC!!!!!] ***
ANYWAE!!!!!! congratulations to SAMANTHA BABY! :) only reading her tag, i understand what she means. HUAHAHA so smart! :D all the best to you babe! congratz!