I just found out that... if I google my full name... I will find:
1. MY BLOG
2. MY FACEBOOK PAGE
so, anybody who want to stalk me or find out about me can simply type my full name~
i don't know that my blog can make me so 'stalkable' HAHAHA :p
I had a 7 hours lecture earlier this morning and i fell so sleepy. why? it's not boring or anything...
because i only slept for 2 hours!!! :S I just couldn't sleep! ARGGHH -.-
I have to sleep like before 12 today... :D
My PBF lecturer, Dr.Michael Buckle from London is sooo much better than MR.X! at least he looks like a TEACHER. he looks really nice & has sexy British accent. love it. His accent is so much better than Mark Harris'! :P Mark Harris' accent is contaminated with singlish accent liao... that's why doesn't sound that 'sexy' anymore! :X
Last night, I was suppose to read my CF study guide and have a good sleep before 2 AM...
I end up coding for 4 hours for my friend, ENAD... who promised me a hotshoe flash! YAY!!!
I'm really pleased with the end result. The website looks so neat & nicely done. (not neat if you tried to read the CSS :X ) so, i hope you really like the layout, jelly!!! :)
Now, I really have to be FOCUS and start reading CF study guide. It haunts me every second.
altough i'm playing / eating / chatting with friends... CF IS ALWAYS ON MY MIND. :(
I have to work hard. HAVE TO.
anywae, I've been chosen as an official blend artist over at Idolforums.com :)
and this is what i did recently for album cover contest
I don't know why, i like this soooo much! it looks real! isn't it? :p
(read my previous entry to understand this entry!) Mr.X should really go to Orchard road or may be NEAREST GIORDANO STORE!!!! he wore EXACT SAME SHIRT, UGLY PANTS and UNDERWEAR!!! (yeah! & i'm pretty sure about it! coz i saw the brand of the thing!!!)
damn disgusting!!! -.-
he's teaching same batch of people and do you think we won't notice? @.@
I took a few pictures of him & video to show it to Tiff tmrw. She gonna laugh like mad, i swearrr!!
When i was video-ing him... he said something that makes me "WTF?!"
he was doing this mathematical problem, with no proper words. i mean, everything is in algebra and mathematical symbol. While he was writing the solution, he said this, "I find this pretty easy because I did a PHD on this..."
what?
WHAT?!
wtf.
i don't even understand the QUESTION & he did a PHD on that... oh god, kill me!
Never in my entire life, i felt so lost & hopeless listening to a lecture.
I lost my confidence bit by bit listening to him & copying down what he wrote on the board.
it's a terrible feeling man. PLUS, my friend told me that there's a lot of people who repeat CF in my class!!! i'm feeling even more terrible now :(
although my friendsssss told me, "come on, don't say that, you can do it. I believe in you..." and so on and so on... at the end, it's ME who is going to create the future. I mean, i'm the one who is responsible for my life... but thank you for the support guys. Deep inside, i know i can do this, i just have to work HARD.
all that i can say is that, i'm prepared to fail. but STUDYING / GETTING A DEGREE is only tiny winy part of LIFE. coz life isn't only about studying, true?
Today is one of the most phenomenal day in my life! Why?
because i had my Corporate Finance revision class with mr.X (not going to say it, to protect his identity, & just in case the owner of SIM or the one in charge of UOL program read this & banned him from coming to Singapore forever :X :X) from 10 AM - 5 PM. Mr.X came from one of European country and he came to Singapore to do revision with us.So what's so phenomenal about him?
First of all, he doesn't speak British English. He speaks... super broken English. it's Singlish mixed with his very own accent & English and that makes him HILARIOUS!
he puts 'aaaa' in the last word of every sentence he said. literally, every sentence!!!!
His accent... i don't know. it's so unique and funny. Naomi & I couldn't stop laughing... maaan... I can not imagine how Tiffani is going to react! @.@
Second of all... he doesn't dress PROPERLY.
Take for example, Mark Harris. Every time he teaches, he ALWAYS wear long-sleeve collared shirt with tie and long pants... that's proper, right? Mr.X.......... he... dress like an artist! hahaha... his hair is golden, big, and permed! He wore collar-less shirt with..... i don't know how to describe his pants. You can see his UNDERWEAR clearly... you even can read the BRAND of the underwear when he turned around. wtf~
i even saw his.....pubic hair ^@#&%!^%~~!!!+)#*^ OMFG
D.I.S.G.U.S.T.I.N.G!!!!!
Worst of all, I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT HE IS TALKING ABOUT.
well may be this is my problem because i haven't really read & memorize the subject buttt.... Naomi also didn't understand!!!! that must be because of his accent or something. blame the permed guy! haha :X
yeah, that's pretty much it... and i'll have another 7 hours session with him tomorrow.
how exciting~
but because of him too, I LOST MY CONFIDENCE OF PASSING CF paper!!!
hopefully that won't happen. i still have time to squeeze everything in! :)
btw, here's a few of my recent artwork :D click to enlarge!
Yun & Sherly came over yesterday... watched American Idol and Prom Night. I was hungry so, we all called McDonald delivery and had our supper. haha~ it was fun. I couldn't sleep till 6 AM!!! @.@ i have no mood to study, whatsoever.
Today.... i woke up at... 3? -.- and then went to the SIM Buddhist Bhavana club & listen to the talk. it was interesting & i love it! :) the monk is sooo GAUL, he even has his own website! - http://buddhavacana.net/
after the talk, i felt hungry again so went to the hawker center and have supper.
.AND YOU KNOW WHAT? i'm feeling hungry again now :(
this is the effect for not sleeping well ~.~ i want to sleep soon. i HAVE to! :p
HOLA! it's 10.46 pm now and i am hugging my pillow while typing this blog entry~
I will have my last prelim paper tomorrow, microeconomics & i'm feeling fine. I don't feel nervous or anything. I don't even feel like tomorrow i'm actually going to have exam! LOL
I don't really study~ so i don't know if this "not-nervous" feeling is a good thing / a bad thing. I'll just do what i can and leave the hall lor. hahaha :D
I would like to thanks Defie, Mitha & gank for letting me join their study group. it's fun to meet new people :) and... like Mark Harris said, micro is easier when you actually talk & discuss it with a group of friends. it totally helps. a-lot! so, thanks again new friends!
errr, so let's do some random "what-i've-done-this-week" list:
1. I've watched the whole season of 90210. it doesn't suck. so-so
2. I auditioned for this signature shop in a forum, hope i'll get through *finger crossed*
3. I have been sleeping for less than 7 hours per day :(
4. I got over that miserable CF paper so easily
5. I was & AM in love with JAMES MORRISON.
ed westwick's & james morrison's british accent = SEXY!!! RAAWWWRRR :X
time now: 10.58pm
i took 12 minutes to type these things. how long do you take to blog?
well, hello there! I've been staying up all night for the past... 3 days? that's nuts.
and i tell you what... I made 9 NEW FRIENDS! i'm not over-reacting here~ it's just... it's so hard to find friends here. Especially when you're taking the UOL course which basically has no group projects / assignments, whatsoever... it's kinda hard to make new friends... @.@
do you think I will do this?
*turn back & smile at your classmate*
"hello, can i have a piece of paper please?"
*he/she nods & gave you a piece of paper*
"oh and by the way, what's your name??"
that's what i call = AWKWARD~~~
so yeah. It sucks. I only have like a few friends here? and I AM desperate of seeking new friends. I love to make friends, i love hanging out with lots of type of people from different places. that's one of my goal moving here, you know~
Beside gaining 9 new friends, I met up with my high school friends today... had some chit-chat & watched "the race to witch mountain" which I think has high potential to be one of the new rides in DISNEYLAND!!! oh, before I went to orchard, I did some revision with my new-found friends who apparently lives in the same apartment as i am. :) I... still have a micro paper next TUESDAY. that's 48 hours & that's insane. because i'm L.O.S.T~
Okay, my brain is not working properly right now because i need some sleeeeeppppp....
i will start sleeping before 12 after today. FOR REAL!
I had this email saying that sleeping after midnight - dawn is totally not advisable & it may lead to CANCER. and oh-my-freaking-god, i don't wanna get that silly disease EVER. (who wants anywae? duh -.-) so, I will start living HEALTHY & focus more on my studies (& hobbies? :p).... :D
Lastly, i just want to share with you guys this cool woman / girl's blog? She is probably the same age as me... here's the link. From what i read, i think she's a cool person. She has pretty good English too & awesome photography skills. love it~ hop on hers if you have time! :)
Hey guys... i think i'm done with my hiatus. I'm gonna read my microeconomics after this so, i'll make this one quick! :D
On 8 March, I stayed over at Eliz's place to rock the PBF paper. I don't know why i couldn't sleep that night and end up sleeping at 5 AM... I woke up at 7 AM (since eliz woke up at that time too) and re-stare my PBF past exam papers. that's only... 2 HOURS of sleep -.-
I'm just worried that once i see the questions, i couldn't recall anything i've absorbed.
Luckily, I can. :) I had my exam at 10 AM - 1 PM and it turns out great.
I can do everything but later on, i found out that i did some silly mistakes.
After exam, I went back home, watched TV, browsing for a while and doze off
FOUR HOURS NAP!!! it was 7.30 PM and i only left less than 8 hours to absorb CORPORATE FINANCE syllabus and vomit it out the next day. that's sooo IMPOSSIBLE!
So ok, I decided to have dinner with Yun & Sherly and then went to Eliz's place & get some enlightenment. I reached Eliz's place around 10 PM & what the hell...
I couldn't even do ONE SINGLE QUESTION!!!!
it's so depressing... luckily i didn't get any nervous break-down. it's still PRELIM hello~~~
prelim is... NOTHING~ *yun laughs*
hahaha...
at around 12 AM we end up making videos & taking pictures... well, except Prof. Eliz of course.
She studied before we came. Luckily I reached her house around 10 PM or else, she would never gonna pass that exam (i'm gonna keep talking to her & make her plaaaay, not study)
LOL.
The same thing happened like PBF paper. I couldn't sleep until 4 AM.
I woke up at 8 AM and had my most unprepared exam everrrrr.
The clock showed 10.00 on it's screen, everyone has started to read the questions & choosing which questions they're going to answer. at 10.03, suddenly the head invigilator said "you can start your paper now, please start writing" LMAO!!!! I think people are stunned with the complicated questions! It's really tough!!! well ok, i didn't really study & confirmed FAIL. but Prof Youk & Eliz said the paper was tough too! it's really hard to write 5 pages! (that's the minimum requirement) wahlaoo... Out of 8 questions, i only can 2 of them. The rest, just bull-shit~ :X
Here comes the funny part. Everyone was so stunned & just couldn't wait to get out of that freezing grand hall. I saw one guy, sitting in the front row, raising up his hand (it was not even 11.00) want to submit his paper. The invigilator gave him a hand signal "11" LOL! that's so funny~~~ and 10 minutes later, when the clock hit 11.00, everyone start to rise and walked in front, submit their "i-think-i-reach-5-pages" paper and LEFT!
me, tiff, sam, rach & yun left at the same time. we were so AMAZED by the paper. HAHAHAHA
this really shows that we must STUDY REAL HARD for this. @.@
We waited for the professors to come out & off to town~~~ :) FINALLY!
we watched...
another oh-so-sweet chickflick.
not that funny though, it's ok~
oh! i took picture with Tiff before I left
i totally forgot that I brought my digicam!!! -.-
Once i reached home, I watched the American Idol, bathe, browse for a while and slept from 10.30 PM to........ 12 noon
And I don't know if it's me or you I can see the skies are changing No longer shades of blue I don't know which way it's gonna go
And if it's going to be a rainy day There's nothing we can do to make it change We can pray for sunny weather But that won't stop the rain You're feeling like you've got no place to run I can be your shelter til it's done We can make this last forever So please don't stop the rain
Geez, everytime I promised myself to sleep early than usual (2 AM +++) I end up sleeping around this time. and everytime i DIDN'T promised myself to sleep early,... it ends up WORSE.
is this insomnia? i don't think so. this is just a HABIT that i developed since i live in Singapore. it's getting worse for sure. :S this type of habit is not meant to be kept. must get rid of it!!! >:(
and guess what? today i found out that my LONG LOST PRIMARY SCHOOL FRIEND has the same problem as i do. I guess i'm not the only one huh? *dunno what i'm suppose to feel* LOL
alright, i'll force myself to sleep now. & hope i can STUDY like mad woman tmrw, sleep with my PBF study guide~ i'll do whatever to exceed that freaking 34 marks. the same goes to killing CF & poisonous microeconomics
ok, daripada post gw yang satu ini isinya cuma gambar kucing ngk jelas bertuliskan 'four letter word', mending gw nulis aja pake bahasa indonesia tercinta. inspired by YUN. liat dia nge blog pake bahasa indo gw jadi pengen... so, here we go!
taukah anda? ternyata bokap gw baca2 blog gw juga. GAULISTA men. kemarin, bokap gw sms, "morning super messy girl, gk kurang tuh sit in front of the computer 8 jam nonstop!" kira2 gitu lah. Kalimat itu (seinget gw), pernah gw tulis di salah satu blog post. so, here's a shout out to my lovely daddy. "udah enggak pa, sekarang masa2 ujian yang KRUSIAL (apa sih bahasa indonesianya crucial?) gitu lah pokoknya. so, waktu online sudah berkurang. waktu tidur menambah. hehehe :D terima kasih ayah sering2 nge cek keadaan saya lewat blog. jadi malu :P"
hmmm, lanjut. kemaren, gw belajar bareng yun & amanda di starbucks H.V~ seru sih. tapi si amandanya edan. dy cari cara supaya bisa nyontek dengan mulus di examnya hari ini, ngk tau deh dy jadi melakukan misi imposibel nya itu atau tidak. yang jelas gw belajar dikiiittttt kemaren. hari ini? belom sama sekali. bakal mulai beberapa saat lagi, setelah pesan2 berikut. HAHA
ohya, HAPPY BIRTHDAY untuk AYU. hope you had a blast on your birthday. Asiknya nge-blog pake indo yah. nulis lancar, ngk usah mikir (grammar + spelling shit) tapi pake inggris juga ngk usah mikir sih, secara ngk ada yg bener2 memperhatikan grammar gw & it's not a thesis! lol.
sekarang gw bosen. duduk di depan TV yg ngk nyala. di ruang tamu sendirian, ngk jelas mau ngapain. browsing internet? ngk ada apa2nya. nge game? ngk ada game yg seru bisa di mainin. T.T life in singapore is sooo boring. tanya kenapa? huh
ya sudah lah, segini dulu yaaah. badan eke pegel2 nih duduk di sofa + laptop di coffee table yang tingginya ngk se imbang @.@ mau pindah ke kamar yg dingin2 empuk dulu aaaah~~~ daaah semua! <3
wow guys, it's MARCH!!!! time flies~ I had my first preliminary paper today, it's POA & it's... horrible. confidence in passing? May be. I hope the marker is lenient enough to the students :D
Special thanks to Eliz for the free tutor + place to sleep. HAHA :D
I don't know why i can not send the picture from my BB to my comp... something wrong with the bluetooth so, i'll post the picture later! :)
So, let me tell you what I did during the weekend.
On Saturday, I went to the DBS Auditorium to attend GAYA 2009. Managed by SMUki The title of the play is "in a heartbeat". It's a true story about this little girl called Maria Monique. She suffered a rare bacteria that spread all over her heart & lung and she passed away, 3 years ago, 7.5 years old. tragic :(
The play was great!!! I love the storyline. It's a bit long though but it's beautiful.
All Indonesians!!! <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_QX89vSh5hP8/SawBV1SlRHI/AAAAAAAAFTc/_XD4Hl1f-RA/s1600-h/mariamonique.jpg" style="text-decoration: none;">
anywae, i watched this play because my friend was involved in the performance, here she is:
LMAO! the one dress in white suppose to be "angels"
this is one of the last scenes... so touching :(
a lot of people cry!!!
and at the end of the play, Natalie who is Maria Monique's mom was on the stage,
thanking everybody that has helped her daughter fight her life...
and guess what?! there's a special guest from Indonesia = TITIEK PUSPAAAA
omg.....
After the play ended, I went off with my friend's family + my bro. We went to the taxi stand as it was late already plus, it was raining *@^%!~
While we were waiting, suddenly TITIEK PUSPA was behind us, queueing.
The taxi were changing shifts (most of them are going to Bedok side) and we can hardly find a cab. There is one group called the cab to the taxi stand. There were 3 of them and suddenly legendary Titiek Puspa just shout out "WHERE ARE YOU GOING?? CAN I GO WITH YOU???"
AMAZING. She got the guts man... She & Natalie (the mom) really took the taxi with the other 3 strangers to Clarke Quay. @.@ yeah, Indonesians... hahaha...
it's cool though.
Finally, after around 40 minutes of waiting, one cab passed by & I took it with my friend + her mom. While her dad + bro + my bro took another cab. I didn't go home first because me and my bro were split up :S so, we went to Mandarin hotel where they stay...
cam whore a while, had SUPER LATE SUPPER or you call it SUPER EARLY BREAKFAST
at around 1 AM... M.A.D
then we went home.
it was a fun day though :) I wish SIM has such events too. I'd be really glad to get involve!
On Sunday, I went to Eliz place to study. No internet, no nothing! @.@
but i'm grateful to have such a good friend like her. thanks liz! :)
I think i'm done with the talkings. I'd like to wish my fellow classmates GOOD LUCK for their Macro prelim tmrw! I don't have any exam till 9 March. So, I need to read & catch up some of the blurry chaptersss... good night! <3