midnight story
2:05 AM - Tuesday, November 25
so guys... do you need an update from me? hehehe :)
well, i was in the mood for 'EMO-BLOGGING' 3 hours ago but somehow...
after showering, a couple pringles chips & amazing race episode 9... the feeling vanished.
okay, just let me tell you quickly what is bothering me.
first of all, I HAVE A NEW BOYFRIEND, HE IS MY LECTURER, CALLED J. PEH
i am feeling freaking dumb studying with eliz!!! SHE IS JUST SO GOD DAMN GOOD @ ACCOUNTING. so does Naomi, Sherly & Tiffani. They are expertsssssssssss :X
(doesn't mean if i didn't mention you, you r not as EXPERT as they are... :P)
There are a lot of factors driving ME to this position (where i'm feeling so dumb). First, i don't revise regularly... I spent most of my time, ehm... 'dating' with my laptop. I... don't really LISTEN to Jabbar during class. (FYI, his class is the most-relax class i've ever had) which makes my case even worseeee... :(
Not that I don't want to study anymore with eliz ( i know you're reading this babe & i know you'll gonna comment - 'dun worry gal, you can do it, jia you!' haha. i know you so well, damn it. :p) It's just... depressing when you see someone can do a question sooooo easily & sooo quickly while you are still wondering what is the question talking about & thinking what to do. :(
ANDDDD... BAD NEWS. the only solution to this is: LISTEN TO JABBAR & PRACTICE REGULARLY! which is super duper hard for a lets-play-&-have-fun-don't-care-abt-school girl like me!
But anywae, i talked to tiff about how DUMMMBBB i'm feeling rite now. She cheers me up & aaawww... like any other professors i known, SHE SAID SHE ALSO NOT THAT GOOD. ---> this is so untrue!!!! you girls are GREAT. i'm the only one lagging behind GRRR.
1 thing i really appreciate Tiff told me was : "don't worry, you're a fast learner"
aww, that's so sweet. but... AM I? am i a fast learner??? hehehe... i dun realize that till now. hoho
anyway, thank you guys for all your support & help during DMS days till present days.
it means the worrlddddd to me. :)
ALRIGHTTTT THAT'S IT ABOUT FEELING-DUMB MOMENTS.
I AM ACTUALLY A GENIUS & BRILLIANT STUDENT.
I just never reveal who i really are. haha :p
sososoo, let me share you a kick ass video:
2 hilarious guy singing CRUSH - D.archuleta
THIS MAKES MY JAW HURTS LIKE HELL.
i laugh so hard lmao!
enjoyyyyy!!!
out of topic a bit:
1. I'm having flu right now, it sucks.
2. I'm looking for a new condo a.s.a.p! i wanna mooovvvveeee!
3. IreallywanttogobackIndonesiarightthissecond
4. I will be working on my new site... pretty soon. :) so, wait up guyssss!
5. I have successfully make SHERLY archufied. she loves ARCHULETA now! yay~
Labels: curhat, dumb, LOL, random, video
why do good things come to an end?
2:11 AM - Wednesday, November 5
hey guys... I was going to sleep an hour ago... But I let myself to browse and browse and browse AND LOOK!!!! it's 2.11 AM. -.- i have a 8.30 AM class tmrw. i just hope the test is not tomorrow!!! or else... I'm SUPER DEAD X.X
Anywae, i just went through my old posts... the 2007 posts...
There are a lottttt pictures of me & the bitches in class, doing projects, staying over, crazy-ing around, having fun in a lot of places...
where... where did these things go? why all the good things must come to an end?
Now, i only met them (the full team bitches!) twice in a week & there's nooooo way taking pictures in class, talking with others during lectures, doodle each other's lecture notes...because the PRESSURE is so ON! and it's so damn frustrating. :( :(
i miss those time guyssss... i really do.
same thing goes to my high school friends. i really do miss my high school days too. T.T
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i hope something exciting happen soon enough (but i'm not expecting a -500 mark from Mark Haris) haha :p OH YA! and I also hope my MICROECONOMICS TEST IS NOT TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Life is just so boring right now. -.-
oh Geez, i only have 5 hours to sleep now. GOOD NIGHT!
have a great day! :) :)
Labels: curhat, school
busy days
11:02 PM - Sunday, October 5
hello! sorry for not blogging for the past 3 days... My family is here so.. must accompany them shop + happy happy everyday!!! HEEEE :)
I went to bugis + orchard EVERYDAY. not to mention, fetching my parents from the airport + visit my bro's place @ lavender...
i felt happy now coz my family is here (although they're going back tmrw) but i suddenly feel the PRESSURE AGAIN. the nervous feeling i've been having for weeks! that's because i keep thinking about my ECONS subject + the whole UOL life. it scares the hell outta me. what if... i failed one of my subjects & felt the deep depression then try to kill myself?
what if... i can't apply what i've studied on textbook + lectures to the real world situation? what if... i forgot everything i've learnt in uni & went blank + lost in this big big world?
oh my.... what will i do without my parents? and my family that always lead me back to the right track whenever i'm lost?
this whole thinking makes me crazy + stress-er.
I MUST START STUDY-ING FROM NOW ON!!!
make my parents proud of me + i can be proud of myself too!!!
(esp if i can pass my econs with flying colors & got my first honour degree *HOHOHO*)
i must study. i must. must. must.
i'll try my best!
JIA YOU TO YOU ALL!!!!
we can do what people think we can't! show um what we got mannnn! :)
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