1. a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.

2. a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter.

3. a person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile.

4.a member of the same nation, party, etc.

Why are there a bunch of genius + nothing-better-to-do people exist in this world?? invented / discovered a WHOLE BUNCH of FRIGGING CRAZY COMPLICATED SO-NOT- IMPORTANT THEORIESSSSSS and FORMULAAAAAAAASSSSSS...

i'm so fucked up about these people right now. (forever perhaps)

there's TOO MANY theories and FORMULAS!!!!!!

please, don't invent some more. 

Every PBF & CF class, in the last 30 minutes, right before the class ended, I ALWAYS can not concentrate. I don't know why. the feeling of "i don't belong here" always strike me. over n over again. 

however, i'll struggle to do my best for my bachelor year. Probably, i'll take a diploma in music while I work. that'll be fun rite? :) just thinking about it makes me happy. (try thinking DRAWING GRAPHS, MEMORIZING STUPID THEORIES which obviously doesn't exist in the real world & WRITING DOWN ALL CRAZY FORMULAS on a piece of paper, what will that gives you?) i'll probably puke to death.

hey guys, i don't just complain. i struggle ok?

I freak out about the whole Uni life but I'LL TRY MY BEST TO SWALLOW ALL THOSE SHITS, graduate with flying colors, have a great job in the future & live happily ever after. at the end, it's skills that matters. those shits are just extras. extra thorns that you have to swallow. they don't test you on those crap, do they?

Currently, life just suck.

i'm not in the mood of having fun, at all. neither studying nor socializing.

YAY TO EMO!!!!!