hello! sorry for not blogging for the past 3 days... My family is here so.. must accompany them shop + happy happy everyday!!! HEEEE :) I went to bugis + orchard EVERYDAY. not to mention, fetching my parents from the airport + visit my bro's place @ lavender...
i felt happy now coz my family is here (although they're going back tmrw) but i suddenly feel the PRESSURE AGAIN. the nervous feeling i've been having for weeks! that's because i keep thinking about my ECONS subject + the whole UOL life. it scares the hell outta me. what if... i failed one of my subjects & felt the deep depression then try to kill myself? what if... i can't apply what i've studied on textbook + lectures to the real world situation? what if... i forgot everything i've learnt in uni & went blank + lost in this big big world?
oh my.... what will i do without my parents? and my family that always lead me back to the right track whenever i'm lost?
this whole thinking makes me crazy + stress-er. I MUST START STUDY-ING FROM NOW ON!!! make my parents proud of me + i can be proud of myself too!!! (esp if i can pass my econs with flying colors & got my first honour degree *HOHOHO*)
i must study. i must. must. must. i'll try my best! JIA YOU TO YOU ALL!!!! we can do what people think we can't! show um what we got mannnn! :)