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damn disgusting!!! -.- 

he's teaching same batch of people and do you think we won't notice? @.@ 

I took a few pictures of him & video to show it to Tiff tmrw. She gonna laugh like mad, i swearrr!!

When i was video-ing him... he said something that makes me "WTF?!"

he was doing this mathematical problem, with no proper words. i mean, everything is in algebra and mathematical symbol. While he was writing the solution, he said this, "I find this pretty easy because I did a PHD on this..."

what?

WHAT?!

wtf.

i don't even understand the QUESTION & he did a PHD on that... oh god, kill me!

Never in my entire life, i felt so lost & hopeless listening to a lecture.

I lost my confidence bit by bit listening to him & copying down what he wrote on the board.

it's a terrible feeling man. PLUS, my friend told me that there's a lot of people who repeat CF in my class!!! i'm feeling even more terrible now :(

although my friendsssss told me, "come on, don't say that, you can do it. I believe in you..." and so on and so on... at the end, it's ME who is going to create the future. I mean, i'm the one who is responsible for my life... but thank you for the support guys. Deep inside, i know i can do this, i just have to work HARD. 

all that i can say is that, i'm prepared to fail. but STUDYING / GETTING A DEGREE is only tiny winy part of LIFE. coz life isn't only about studying, true? 

i'm gonna do my best. JIA YOU!