The reason why I locked my blog is because too many strangers reading my blog and it makes me feel insecure... Sometimes it's not that good though to reveal everything in blog, although it helps a lot in vanishing all the pain and sadness I feel.
I feel sad about all my friends who misunderstood me. They all seem to think that I don't care about them anymore and I don't want to hang out with them. It's not because I don't want!!! It's because i'm busy... i'm really busy. If everybody has 36 hours in a day... I will definitely go out and have fun with every single friend that I have. ARGH. Try to understand please... I know i'm wrong too but I really didn't mean to hurt any of you... :(
this goes to all my friends who felt abandoned by me or whatsoever~ I love you guys and I don't wanna lose any friends. I mean it.
May be i'll unlock my blog until everything settle-d. *sigh*
and of course my other friends that i can't mention one by one
[PS: thanks to dodo and bry for being my listening ears :) lovelove]