Now i realize that life has changed completely different. what i mean is... my surroundings. 180 degree DIFFERENT! All my friends whom i see as my secondary school friends are not 'them' anymore. They has grown to different person. Some of them are still little mommy girl but some of them has turned to a heavy smoker, drunk, even a drug user. Not to mention any name, I felt a bit sad about them. I don't expect them to turn this way... May be i'm bias to smokers but drugs? i don't think that's nice :( Seeing them like this... I felt like I missed out A LOT and where's my secondary school friends who always joke around and try to get highest score in class?
I know we are now teenagers-going-to-grown-up stage... we should have fun as a teenager but FUN is very subjective isn't it? I don't think nowadays every teenager define fun as something like... having lovers or getting straight A grades... may be now the trend is more to clubbing? getting laid? drugs? i dunno~ Different people interpret FUN differently so that's my opinion I guess.
But anywae, on top of all that... they are still my friends. My good friends indeed. They can be considered grown ups already and they should know what is good and bad for them. They decide what their life gonna be. right?
I just wish we all will make the right choice for our lives. Now I realize, 2 years makes big difference. how about the future? will they still alive? will they still be my good friends? Are they going to have job which is highly paid? I dunno. We decide. life is in our hand.