rantsss
11:17 PM - Tuesday, January 29
i don't know that DMS sem 5 will end uber fast and exam is in 1 month time. i was like... stunned-.-
that's nuts man... i'm now concern abt I.S lecture which stopped in lec 4???? and we only have 8 more lessons to cover the whole syllabus and go for exam? that's a bit crazy isn't it.
i'm now loading a SUPER BIG video and pictures (of course) for you to see... so i gotta wait for a while and rant here.
people seems not talking to me anymore. for some reason, I felt left out. well, not with my crazy bitches @ SIM... people from the good old days. people in my past. sometimes, I just want to go out with them, chit chat, catch up, holding a cup of hot choco and talk. maintaining relationship with FRIENDS only is hard enough, how abt gf/bf? I love to have MANY MANY friends. but it's just hard if you are separated by distance or simply you are not studying in the same place anymore. I hope it won't happen to my friends in SIM. they are just nice (although some are just immature) and clicked well with me. :)
Another thing is... I'm now terrified. i'm not revising macro well and it scares me A LOT. i freaked out for my micro paper and luckily i dun screw up the paper. I just can not STUDY STUDY STUDY. i have NO interest @ econs at all. please.. help meeeeeeeee. i really wanna revise like naomi, eliz, tiffani, sam... everyday read, and make summary of each chapters. I dunno why i just can't. well, LAW is in progress coz i think it's quiet interesting (although there's TONS of things to memorize) i really want to revise macro lec 3-9 -.- that's A LOT rite?!!!!!!
MOving on, (i'm like writing essay already, since i'm still uploading the pics and video) I want to join band again. i suddenly feel the URGE of playing music. play drum, play guitar, sing, play keyboard... just like what I did with the people from the good old days. well i miss the practices that we had before our performances. it's unforgettable. I remembered the day when I actually swap place with the drummer. I performed 1 song which I played the drum... one of the singer, (sta) played keyboard (my position) and ojek&robert sang. i can't remember the guitarist. but it's a great experience!!! =))
NEXT. why can't i take off my fingers from the keyboard. my fingers are all GLUED......... i just feel that I have to keep browsing browsing and browsing. hell, that's a waste of time.
I'm now talking in super different direction from where I began. there's super a lot of pictures to blog and A video. but UNFORTUNATELY, they can't be uploaded now. wtf. sucks~
i fed up liaooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. i want to study but i'm too lazy. I wanna earn As, i know i can. just PLEASE VICKY, don't be lazy!!!!!!! CHOP CHOP. 1 month to exam. better be ready. ~~~
i feel a bit relieved after writing my rants here. blogging always help. loves!!! =)
i'm hungry. i should get going. or else... i'll be MORE hungry
hahahah
nite
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