WARNING!!! super long post with super LOTS of pics!!!!
Finally, I have time to upload alllll the pictures from my 17th birthday party!!! =D honestly, the time now is 4.15 AM and i have to be at skul tmrw 11 AM for group discussion. but watever. I can't wait to blog abt my BIRTHDAY BLAST on 28 Oct!!!!!! Get ready to view lots and lots of pic here. Prepare a cup of hot chocolate and sip it slowly. and... it takes time to load the pictures ok??? so be patient!!! :D
Now, let the story begin! date: 28 October 2007 time: 4.30 PM
this is me... preparing myself for the birthday party while...
all my friends crazying around in VIVO city... HAHA!
and they take picture with that cute red octopus which is MINE now!!! =D
finally... birthday girl CAME!!! hehehe
we walked up to marche... the restaurant is located on the TOP level of vivocity the place is nice. I love it. and the foood....... you can see below!!!
this is Sherly's HOT CHOCOLATE! damn nice, i'm a hot chocolate addict! but there is still a better hot choco in indo! =D
sherly's mouth watering brownies... I'm a great fan of brownies too!!! looks uber delicious isn't it???
This is Samantha's ......... I forgot the name HAHAHA! it's actually potato laah but the sour cream makes it weird >.<
i think this one is the most mouth watering dish for me coz IT'S MINE!!!! hahaha inside the crepe is FRESH STRAWBERRIES!!! lovessssss it!!! the ice cream... and chocochips!!! ARGH! i want to go back and eat it again *___* i bet you will like it
yunita's cheese / dunno wat cake. looks pretty rite? especially with the red strawberry on top!!!
yupyup... me and my crepes....
this is when the CAMERAS start clicking... me and the indonesian girlssss
with my lovely friends, we do crazy things together! heee
woots... time to cam-whore with our FOOOOOODDD!! hahaha everybody has their own favorite food!!! =)
The guys are so cruel... Will, wat r you doing with my hair?? HAHAHA
Let the girls do their thing!!!
the balloon makes the atmosphere more like "birthday-like!" hahaha! r you wondering wat me n eliz trying to show?? it's MARCHE's card, we order food with that thing.
me and the only 3 guys in my birthday party michael, will and lu wei ^^
it looks like we having party at HOME not a restaurant, isn't it???
presenting, the bitches!!! samantha, rachel n VERAWATI!!!! :D
and BELOW is POTD - PHOTO OF THE DAY!!!!
Sam and Vera trying to kiss each other and I was captured in the pic too! haha
... and this girl, trying to kiss her "imaginary friend" poor fullmoon! LOLZ!!!!
Samantha become crazy coz she felt guilty trying to kiss Vera look @ her face!!! looks like she wanted to cry... HAHAHA
These are individual pictures, Vicky and the guests =))
the big michael
my crazy korean bitch
my super crazy partner
one of my favorite shot. MINITA and the balloon, fit real well HAHAHA!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA tong's favorite POSE and i'm disgusted with it. *LOL*
That's NGANG, the missing pianist too!!!
vic & Sher my new leader!! hehehe
this one.... my BITCH the crazy-superdilligent-smart bitch!!! ELIZABETH HIDAJATNOOOOO ^__________^
and of course... the LAMBORGHINI freakkkk, tiffaniiiii =D
While we are taking pictures, THE CAKE IS COMINGGGGG!!!! woooohooooo
Thank you guys for the lovely cake!!! =)
GROUP PICTURES:
this shot is kinda cool everybody looks very natural and I LOVE IT!!!
Thanks guys for making my bdae a BLAST!!!
and making my face so....
MESSED UP!!!!!
watch the process of the "CAKE ATTACK!!!"
After the cake attack, it's time to OPEN THE PRESENTS!!!! and I got a little problem here... (look @ the red present on my hand)
It turns out to be superrrrrrrrr THICKKKKKK wrappinggggggggg i don't know how many layers of newspaper Tiff use for this!!!!
After the hard work of tearing up LAYERS and LAYERS of newspaper, LOOK WAT I FOUND!!!!!!!!!!!
it's a watch!!! =D
my PRESENTS!!!!!!
my favorite red octopus! so CUTE!
After the cake attack and presents, we went off and took some pictures before we go for MOVIE!
[Singaporeans]
[Malaysian]
[Korean]
[Indonesians]
then........ we CRAZY around in the playground... HAHAHA
To decide wat movie to watch, our TOUR LEADER,
Samantha Tan, holding on a balloon started to talk
and... still have time to cam whore in GV!
We decide to watch STAR DUST and look how loooooong is the tickets!!! OUR tickets!!!
The movie will start 1 hour after we bought it so... we decide to go to TOYS R US and HAVE FUN!!!!!
The Adam's Family
the witch, the skeleton and the... pumpkin head? HAHAHA
the MINI-witch!!!
Halloweeen.... TRICK or TREAT???
BATMAN in ACTION!!! LOL
Sam, you fit this mask A LOT better!!!! hehehe
STAR WARS
pirates of carribean??? HAHAHA!
tongee and "pocahontas' yunita
the lovely monkeys... guess who??? it's DOUBLE V!!!! MUACHZ
wat is Tong Lai Kiat doing??? zzzzzzzzzzzz -_-ll
US!!! with the bearsssss and doggiessss so cute! i love this pic!
Oh samantha... please choose a role, a witch? batman? or E.T?? anywae, whose hand is that? i can't remember... but that was a hilarious pic!
PICTURES after PICTURES and finally the time has come!!! we go watch STAR DUST and it turns out to be a nice movieeee =D
we enjoyed tooo much until we... . . . . .
CAN NOT GO HOME!!!!!!
so...... we split ourselves in groups and share cabs I still took bus though... with the CLEMENTI people and really! it's a really lovely day. very sweet 17th bdae party!!!!
Thank you guys so much for making my Bdae a BLAST!!! thank you for all the presents and wishes for me Thanks to all my friends who comment & sms on my bdae I'm a super happy girl that day
and yes, I'm proud to say that I AM SEVENTEEN!!!! this is just the beginning of my SEVENTEENTH YEAR of my life!!!! i'm gonna do my best for myself, for you, for everyone and hopefully be a better person for the WORLD =D
hello guys... apologies for late update. NO PICTURES for now. all my bdae pic will be up on the next post. =D super bored with school. I'm sooo nervous seeing eliz study hard EVERY SINGLE DAY. doing lots of mind maps... OMG! you really scare me!
I have 3 more CAs to do... & the NEAREST CA due on 3rd NOV and i have 3 events @ the same time: 1. TQM due date 2. ABRSM grade 5theory piano exam 3. my Mommy's b'dae
it really sucks. i have to pass my piano exam in order to do grade 6 practical piano and YET i have to get good mark for TQM CA!
I tell you, business is really not my thing. I just realize that business is boring and too theoretical. I mean, what is so important to know about all this if we can not 'DO' it in the real world. the REAL world is much more complicated than what we learn now. My mom is a bachelor in law but still can do business. My dad is not even a PRIMARY skul graduate and yet he can become a successful man. For me, business major is just NOT MY THING. I wanna do something different. Web-designing? Music? Communication? Something that is NOT common. not accounting, marketing, management, economy... THOSE ARE TOO COMMON. If I just could turn back the time, I would take my A level and enter SMU for business major. although it is a business major I know it's gonna be a total fun. A complete different world from SIM. But I can't turn back time and change the past so... I should live with it. I should think hard what I should do for my bachelor degree. I don't want to feel any regret again. I want to have fun in studying not STRESS and BORED.
Whatever I take later on, i should not regret to take this business course. Coz i know it will be helpful for my future. This whole 4 semester studying in SIM just shows me that business is not my world. I probably should go now. I'm too tired, so sleepy and IT'S RAINING HEAVILY OUTSIDE. wat a 'wonderful' dae.
that's part of my CAKE!!! ;p HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! 1st bdae without parents and also 1st bdae with friends from different nationalities!!!! I HAD SO MUCH FUN TODAY!!!! =D gonna post MORE MORE MORE and MORE pics when i have them all!!!
thanks for the wishes, presents, EVERYTHING guysssss... *LOVES*
Youk keun yeh .. Naomi says: you got 1 more hour being 16.
Youk keun yeh .. Naomi says: hahaha :)
*v.i.c.k.y* says: arghhh
*v.i.c.k.y* says: dun say that
hahaha that's tRue!!! :p actually i'm excited to be 17... SWEET SEVENTEEN... =p but anywae i'm still the YOUNGEST in class!!! heeeeee =)) [no offense guyssss]
tmrw gonna celebrate with the GIRLSSS n a few guys... (I just realize that our class has MORE gals than guy)heee cya all and i'm gonna post abt the BDAE PARTYYY on the next post!!! YAYYYYY =))
even the moon is SO BEAUTIFUL tonite to celebrate my upcoming bdae!!! photo taken by miss zoonita ^^
I dunno when this pic taken... but it's cute. I think it's 3 daes ago... Ngang bullied by us!!! :p
and... I've been ADDICTED to this chocolate from Eliz... it's so YUMMY
I can't resist it..... (fat fat fat)
2 days ago... During the finance class, our lecturer announced that the CA is going to be due NEXT week. not the dae aft tmrw. that's relieving. but still, we end up stay over in Eliz's place :D
These are PICS that dae... before we go eliz's place
the sky was soooo blue and pretty that dae... =))
Pics in da carrrr
I took the pic below and the funny thing abt this pic is...
when i said..."one... two... and click"
naomi faster do the "peace thingie" followed by Tiffani then Shu Zhen... BUT shu zhen is so slow so... her hand looks distorted in the pic. HAHAHA! me and my crazy bitch!
After dinner, we went back to eliz's place and keep SLACKING. did the project a BIT coz due date is extended. Soooo... me n Eliz has our first DATE! hahaha...
RESIDENT EVILLLLL 3!!!! During the movie, she keep covereing her face with her jacket. HAHAHA she is scared. LOL! plus sleepy... After the movie...................
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Eliz want to faint liao. =D
YESTERDAY
went to skul tghtr wif da gals... another finance class. BORING.
took our group project pic and dunno who the hell is that on the right side. either Lu wei or Jun. He is ruining our pic! argh...
TODAY
TOILET IS FAV PLACE TO TAKE PIC!!!!
ngang n me :D
aft skul... have 2 discussion in a row.we get really hungry so we went to eat...
DOU MIAOO
=))
I am really satisfied today... thx guys for accompanying me!!!!
NOWWW... have to get back to the real world.
Sem 4 ending soon. CA due-ing, exam coming, HOLIDAY TOOO!!!!
I'm so stress... every time i'm going to sleep OR just about to wake up... i keep thinking about my PIANO THEORY EXAM. i'm soooooooo SCARED. i dun wanna fail this time. I alwaes SUCKS at theory so... wish me luck guysssss exam is on 3rd NOV, when TQM CA 2 due.
the other 4 CAs due-ing next week and HOW CAN I'm NOT STRESS??? micro, finance (2) and TQM (2) PLUS my piano exam. ughhhh... i'm about to explode anytime. plus micro + TQM lecturer are sucky so have to review myself @ home. WTH.
I just wanna do well in EVERY SINGLE assignment and exam. i have to try my very best this time. wish me luck luck luck. =)))
P/S : FINALLY I watched RESIDENT EVIL, extinction!!! thx eliz for accompanying and sorry to sammy coz can't go with you =( The movie is COOL and i LOVE it! <3
TODAY... I was really pissed with DR. LIM , my super lame teacher who teaches the MOST BORING + CRAP subject --> TQM. anyone LOVE this subject? I bet, NO ONE does!
He is sooo OLD and LAME. Anyone disagree? never mind. This is my opinion about him. He always talk from 1 topic then jumps to other topic. in BRIEF, he CAN NOT TEACH! just like our class C' other DOCTORS.... Let me refresh your mind class Cs student, our BELOVED DOCTORS who are proven CAN NOT TEACH, 1. Dr. LOO ---> our 'boring' bus-math teacher 2. Dr. KWOK ---> our 'super-proud-of-himself' HR teacher 3. Dr. TAN ---> our shy and has-no-interaction-with-student MICROECONS teacher 4. Dr. LIM ---> our SUPER LAME and OLD TQM teacher.
I'm not saying that I'm so smart that I can TEACH better than them. Most of the DOCTORS that teach in our program, CAN NOT TEACH! They ARE smart, if they aren't how can they get that "doctors" in front of their names... Teaching is an ability. Although you are so smart like hell but can't teach, it's the same thing. dun be a teacher if you can't teach, PUH-LEASE It's just making ur students SUFFER!
ALRITE! enough of the nagging. i've been nagging too much these weeks... =( SO... here some pictures taken today
girls are having FUN in library... :p
Three of us... (can see or not?) Shu zhen, eliz and me [plus Tong also] went to town after school just chill out to release all the stress after 2 intense individual assignments we do EAT but we don't shop. HAHA... anywae, can't shop, coz i'm broke.
BUT! look at ur right side!!!! i have an AD from nike (nuffnang)!!! advertisement = MONEY$$$ yaaaaaayyyy!!! =))
oh yeaaaaaaaaaah!!!! 2 CAs DOWN! I just printed out my "OTQMwateverthesubjectnameis" CA 1!!! =)) now i can relax a bit and get ready for the next 4 CA s wooohooooooooooooooo going to submit the re-newed blogskin soon ( if i have time doing it) sooooo, good nite people. have a nice weekend!!!!
and....................... some TOTAL randomness in... . . .
MiCroEConS cLass... HAHAHA! pics are drawn by me, rachel & tiffy
the dog face is right below... LOL!
wat a sexy mole she got...
I guess microecons is just waaaayyyy TOO BORING. he spoke so fast and some of us just can not catch up with him. Econs CA due today. 1 down, FIVE to go!!! the dae after tmrw another CA due so... gotta goooo... =))
it's 4.30 AM. all of a sudden memories flashed back to my mind all the stuff since I moved to Singapore and before I left Indo the things that left undone the forbidden love the people I care the struggle everything is IN my mind.
but 1 thing for sure that i can't erase. it's them. missing them so much. love them so much. each and everyone of them.
i wonder, how u all guys doing now? where u all now? when will we ALL be together again? will anyone of you change? are you guys thinking the same thing?
whatever it is... i heart you all alwaes. alwaes. alwaes. and alwaes. =)
today, I brought the wrong note to skul and that SUCKS! hahaha... but my sweet eLiz jie photocopied the notes for me ( i go with her of course) although the lesson almost start!!!! so sweet of her. =) Thank you for being very kind to me. It means a lot, and... I think i've mentioned before that I felt like surrounded by older sisters and bros here... coz the truth is yaa... i'm the youngest in the class after all :p ' But however, some of them must be thinking "ooh you little girl, you should not be here, you should go back to secondary skul, you can't do this, you are not that "good" to be same level as us" but... watever. I'm still here! and I can compete with you guys!!! =)
i know i could have done so much better than last semester so i gotta struggle to reach my goal =)
as i said before... going to post up pics IF THERE IS PIC! hehehee... and only 1 pic taken. hohoho went to town last nite with yun n vian. Ate at "ayam penyet". I'm like waat?!! eating indonesian food in Singapore? Are you sure??? and they really serious and they took me to the restaurant and it turns out to be a very nice dinner =))
yun and me we 3 are sitting right in the corner. This restaurant like, WOW, all INDONESIANS... we're just like in Indonesia. the food, drinks, waitress, OWNER... OMG... it's just like indonesian restaurant moved to Singapore!!! anywae, the dinner was pretty good. you all should try it! =)
After diner, we don't know what to do and I think it's a bit early to go home so... we decide to watch movieeee!!!!
yeah... mr. woodCOCK hmmm 1/2 lame, 1/2 funny. I don't know. I really dun like lame shows ( like balls of fury) so this one is quiet OK lah. still... I HAVEN'T HAD THE CHANCE TO WATCH RESIDENT EVILLLLL argh... I have to watch it soon. and i think i've got company! Sam sam sam sam sam! heeee... finally. I hope she didn't cancel it coz i really wanna watch it!
alrite, i have to get back to work. econs n TQM CA due this Thursday and Saturday [it's still our 3rd week of skul and we've packed with those stuff T.T] so... ciao!
guys guys guyssss.... ANTM episode 4 (cycle 9 ) IS UP! [in youtube] hahaha... coz i got no TV so... rely on youtube lor :p going to town tonite. gonna post some pics later ( IF THERE IS A PIC) lolz! enjoy the last relax weekend SIM-ers coz we gonna start fighting with time next week =)
PS: THIS IS MY 150th post!!!!! :D i dunno wat i've written in my other 149 posts... can't wait till my 200th post!
no offense to ANY Singaporean, esp my dearest reader.
I just so f-ing hate this country. Singapore is just so GOD DAMN small and BORING you know wat boring means? This is wat dictionary.com says : "to weary by dullness, tedious repetition, unwelcome attentions" I just SO HATE this country. I dun wanna live here anymore! although i got hundreds even thousands of friends, it's still the same thing small + boring = SINGAPORE! I'm sooo not gonna continue my degree here. I don't like this place. i wanna goo HOME. i dun like to take bus, walk here walk there, i dun like the f-ing weird weather, suddenly so HOOOOOTTTTT and suddenly it RAINS like crazy. WTF?!
May be if I lived here since primary skul/ sumthing, i'll be able to accept that. May be if I own a house + car here, I will be happy here. May be if my family is here with me, I'll be alrite.
but... it's still the small boring Singapore! just please....... make this country a bit MORE INTERESTING?!!!!! CAN OR NOT?????????
HELLO! changed my blogskin again =) GREEN again. I LOVE GREEN SO MUCH! =)) and yeah... I edited the post :D
Busy doing CA this week. and also watching my FAVORITE show!!! America's Next Top Model!!! while I'm waiting for the next episode (4) cycle 9, I watched the previous cycles, starting from cycle 1.. OMG. so much to do...so little time!!! here some pics from ANTM!!!
This is Jaslene Gonzales the winner of ANTM cycle 8! She is super thin but take gorgeous pictures!!!
cool isn't it?!! I LOVE IT!
and below... are my favorite 3 girls from the latest cycle of ANTM!
Heather She looks ugly in video but when she took pictures. OMG stunning O,o! and you know wat? She has "autism" you know wat that is? It's some kind of disease, it's like you have your own world scary isn't it? that's why Heather has social problem. She hardly make friends and socialize. but she's pretty rite?? =)
Lisa she is just gorgeous. very sharp look. I love her face and you know? She was a "bikini" dancer. so obviously, her body like WOW!
Finally,
Saleisha She looks petite among the other 12 but pretty.
I hope 3 of them going to be the top 3!!!! heeee can't wait to see the rest of the episodes!!!! ok, i'm gonna continue watching cycle 2! there are sooo many things I wanna do!!!
2 days ago was Tongee's 21st birthday... =)) she kept asking for surprise but too bad we dun have any surprise for you HAHAHA!
the blacks and white
the other crazy 'white' LOL!
after school, we split ourselves to 2 groups 1 taking Tong for a walk while the other group buy the present, book the resto BLABLABLA so... me, ngang n naomi accompany tongee to VIVOCITY! ^^
ok... you all must be asking, where's Tong? she is not even present in the pic it's because she is way too bored and a BIT angry coz... NO SURPRISE :( ( actually we are preparing it!) we have to meet with the other group at... 7 in Bugis so we went to the bus station and wait for the bus.
but you see.... Tong didn't even want to sit with us. She said NOTHING. I asked her to sit down but her face show no HAPPY expression and keep standing up. yeah watever. when the bus came, she didn't even sit together with us. why she so fed up man?! we're leading you to your the surprise! So... the other group (Ryan, Shu Zhen, Eliz n Tiff) booked this restaurant . . .
The place was quiet dim but the colors are very colorful and cheerful! food also nice there. =)
after the dinner... the cake came...
HAPPY BIRTHDAE TONGEE! people, you saw the surprise alr, it's clearly seen in the pic! :D
ok... so the party continues to . . . . .
ZOUK! *evil grin*
It's quiet scary when they checked my IC (not mine actually) coz i'm... you know under-age. HAHAHA! but luckily, I CAN GET IN!!!
toilet... where we alwaes took pretty pictures =D
woots! that's the ribena + vodka. taste weird but still ok. rather than the super yucky whisky+coke
VOMITED and gone crazy. she was so drunk and keep vomiting wat the hell! hahaha but that was fun! I mean, my first time man... should enjoy rite? =) finally we accomplished our final mission, catherine! thx man. =))
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the next morning, I woke up at... 11? and still have the super boring microecons class in the afternoon. After break, I can not tahan liao so I went out and skip 1 hour of his crap. HOHO!
I DON'T KNOW THAT the CAs DUE NEXT WEEK until I read the lec notes this morning OMGGGGG!!!!!!! I should be doing my CA now so... I'll blog when I have time!!!! =D [I also have to prepare for my ABRSM theory exam! =X going crazy~]
had my 3rd Finance class today. more confusion. =( These days I can't sleep well, keep having weird dreams. The second I open my eyes, only my PIANO EXAM is on my mind I started to get nervous now... my exam is in 3 weeks. and semester 4 assignments will due soon too. OH NO!!!!!! i have to manage my time well!!!! *take a deep breath* I know I can go through this and everything's gonna be fine.
Hey guys... I post a bit early today... coz.. I WANNA STUDY. remember my desperado post? I should prove to you guys!!!! =P
Today........ minita accompanied me to eat!!!!
look @ the way she squeeze the lime... so cute! LOL
and guess wat.... I did a EATING MARATHON today.......*____* (lunch + dinner ma???) that's why i call myself... BADAK! hahahha
1st cha siew rice
then... 1 plate of hokkien mie
and my sugar cane...
SUPER DUPER FULL!!!! I didn't have lunch and doubled my dinner. HAHA so crazily hungry. until yunita also want to faint. FYI, I dun eat that much usually, just for today, EXCEPTION!!! =P
one more thing for the peeps!!!! =)) i'm launching new blog skin soooooon... wait up keh!! ;P
ok ok... time to put my eyeballs at the books. ciaoooooo~
First of all, I would like to thank all my nice friends for being very supportive to me =) I really appreciate all the advices and support you gave to me. I should get over it and move on, do my BEST!!!! i'll show you guys that I CAN do it. (^0^)o BACK to be a cheerful crazy girl ^^
Alright some updates here...
5 Oct, caught this SUPER DUPER LAME MOVIE...
THE BALLS OF FURY.... plz guys... dun waste ur money for this stupid movie I don't even LAUGH!!! it's really L-A-M-E!!!! (I laugh coz of the guy seating beside rachel keep giggling although nothing is FUNNY! -_-ll)
Actually... I wanna watch this so BADLY!!!!
but that day... the ticket were sold out ( only row 1 left) so... watch that lame movie luuh =(
6 Oct, Eliz and I went to orchard and bought some...novels and CHINESE books!!!! (for her to start learn chinese) Finally, she realizes that CHINESE is important!!! after watching that Taiwan show, liz struggle to learn chinese! that's GOOD! i know you can do it bitch!!!! :p JIA YOU!
TODAY, went to eLiz's place and did an important mission... some crazy pics below =D
happiness or craziness?
look @ my strangled leg! Omg... i dunno i can do that. LOL!
vic.naomi.liz.rach then... 3 of us ( except liz) went to Tongee's place coz she wanted to...
COOK!!!!!
COOK WAT?????
Salmon...
this is MISO... the salmon's main ingredient. smells & taste really nice but looks like... shit? LOL!
and this too!!!!
EGGSSSSSS...
So... finally our CHEF OF THE DAY start working....
tongee!!! dun kill us wif ur poisoning salmon!!!!
but luckily we have a hero here... RACHEL NGANG!!! Me and Naomi did help too... but no pics hehhee help to eat too! ^^
the salmon looks like tofu isn't it?
the 5 eggs joined together....
and finally... OUR DINNER is ready!!!! =))) the picture is not as good as the real thing taste real nice....
Thanks to Tongee for inviting us to eat @ her place!!! thx for the delicious (yet salty) salmon!! and the killing eggsssssss ( i will get eye problem for eating too much eggs!) thx for the milk... ( squeezeeee the fresh milk!) =))
going to get some sleep sooooon... coz I have school tmrw! good nite sweeties =)
oya... a quick HAPPY BIRTHDAY to: eme - 5 oct vivie - 7 oct ALL THE BEST!!! :)
*sigh* talked to my friend through MSN yesterday. I was not only talking actually... I was sharing abt my issues a.k.a "curhat" and as usual, I cried. I always cry whenever I know I have the ability to do something BUT I can not do it well. Life has been uneasy for me since I'm back here. To be exact, since I knew my marketing CA result. =( I was quiet disappointed with the result as I really dun expect a "C", I mean cum on... I did try my best for this and wat the hell, the result was D-I-S-A-P-P-O-I-N-T-I-N-G! After knowing my CA result and compare it to my smarty friends... I'm really down and I say to myself that I gotta STRUGGLE for my exam. I keep thinking that WHY can't i be as diligent as they did, WHY can't I be so motivated to study hard and get flying colors result.... WHY???!!!!! and hell, I get the same stupid C grade for my exam result. Outside I looked OK with 2 Bs and 1 C this semester but inside really, I'm super angry with myself. Why I can not get a more satisfying result. I want to make my parents proud of me, I want to get As and Bs, not to be arrogant but I know my own ability and I know I should be getting more Bs rather than stupid C. I studied hard. but I think OTHERS studied HARDER than me. Everyday I kept telling myself that I can do better than my friends or at least be same level as them. I'm not stupid. I need to STRUGGLE MORE, study HARDER, and be a MORE DILIGENT girl. I don't wanna waste my time anymore to get C?! no more C for my next 2 sem. and anywae, thank you so much my lovely friend for listening to me yesterday. Giving me advices and motivated me. I can not change my past. I have to do better for my future so, no regrets. I learn from my mistakes. I can be a better person and I will.
quoted from Jooney, "no matter what the result is,at least we have put the efforts.....we should never regret it"
ugh... I'm so bored. Doing Faraday's website the whole day..... I dunno why but I have this feeling that semester 4 going to be DIFFICULT n confusing. need to study REAL HARD! anywae, I deleted my chatbox so if u wanna comment, use the HALOSCAN comment box :)
I know it's too early for a post but... there's too many news I wanna blog!!! :p
1. I'm finally done with Fade's new blogskin!!! and I can't believe that I created it in 3/4 hours only~
2. Linkin Park is going to held a concert in SINGAPORE! I really want to watch it but... anyone INTERESTED??? PLUS, the TICKET PRICE (Exclude Booking Fee) Free Standing - S$148 and S$128
DAMN EXPENSIVEEE =( 3. BEP going to held concert too in ... JAKARTA! 13 October 07
with the opening band.........
ok, this one also damn expensive... I wrote about this in my 2/3 previous entries the ticket ( standing ) cost about... S$140~
4. BRITNEY LOSE HER CUSTODY OF HER SONS I grabbed the pic from the PINK blog. :p poor britney~ 3. BEYONCE is (also) going to hold a concert in JAKARTA - INDONESIA!!!! (1 Nov) She cancelled her concert in Malaysia coz she didn't agree to cover up her body and meet Malaysia's strict dress codes!! LOL
I think that's it. it's 3.50 AM now, I really should go to sleep!!! this is nuts.
to "THE SIMS" lovers... do you know that... there are new add ons after "the Sims 2 SEASONS"??? If u don't know... here's some news for you!!!
Bon Voyage works like The Sims 'vacation' (in the sims 1) [IT'S OUT!!!!!!]
this one... add more teenager stuff!!! CUTE laaar :p [this one is not out yet but u can pre-order anywae]
see... now you can create a "BIG-SIZE" sims! how cute!!!
OMG! how can the programmer think and create such brilliant game???? I thought when I played The Sims 1, it was like wowwww soo cool! but The Sims 2 is even COOL-ER! especially with all the add-ons!!!! loooooovvvveeee it! I played till 'SEASONS' and yeah, as I said IT'S COOL!!! I love playing the part when teenager sims have to go to college (The Sims2 -University"), pick their major and study for final exams! really like real life leehs I want to get all the add ons!!!!!!! (when I go back to my hometown of course :p )
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alrite, today was my FIRST MICROECONS class... and it's B-O-R-I-N-G! makes me really really sleepy But I think Dr.I-forgot-his-name can explain, quite clear (from wat I see n heard today) lesson was OK but recalling the WALKING part from the bus stop making me sick :( anywae... 92 students in class C remains, more than 10 students 'eliminated' already... guys, DO OUR BEST! lets remain to be the biggest class of 17th intake!!! =))